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Monday, October 16, 2006

haiz...these few daes...many things happen...sad...happi....worried...haix...juz cannt relax...waad the point man...being sad..happi...worried...for nth...muz well be dead...so nth will happen...haiz...haiz...maybe its juz ur thinking...i cant force u to do anything...so muz well...i dun care abt anyone le lorx...juz be a normal person...hang out wif frens...dun be close to anyone...or else...same thing happen...haiz...dun tink anymore lahs...nth i can do...i sae...oso lyk no use...juz tell uncle mosy lorx...i dun care liao lahs...veri pek chek ar...juz cuz of this...u jealous...juz dun care wad u tinking...haiz...

todae get back results...haiz...not veri happi abt it...juz average marks...haiz...dun care much lah...at least i did my best...xD...haix...no mood to do anything...but juz to talk to U...in class tink of lots of things...regarding the future...haiz...feel lyk crying..haiz..duno y...izzit cuz shes beside me...haiz...cuz many things happen...thinking of khai de shi...make me no mood...feel lyk hiding in a corner...and cried....alone...juz couldnt ddo it...and scare tt i fail my eng...luckily i pass...hahas...this make me happi...but ltr...i return to sad mood...juz couldnt change...haiz...although talking to U...make me better...but duno y..its no use anymore...for now nia...haiz...maybe i appear to be happi...but wad i am thinking...no one noes...except some...haix...
den after sko...went eat...den go 813...slack...play wid conan...mark...sukuu...and one guy...lols...won 1st round and lose 2nd round...hahas...den decide to go swimming due to the weather...after getting rdy everitym...we went swimming...thinking of U...=p...hahas...den change went into water...hahas...tried holding my breath den swim across the pool...vertically...and succeed...i made it!!!hahas...lols...den after tt...hve war...hahas...ELEGANTS VS HUAGUOSHAN....lols..we pwned them...hahas...den after tt...went changing...hahas...den went home wid zhanyi and weide and vyn...hahas...crapping on the way...den walk past HER hse...tot can see HER...lols...but...canot...den walk to Ocha...hahas...buy drink den walk to bus stop wid zhanyi...talking...den i go bus stop on my own...wondering wad will be the answer...YES...OR NO...haix...hope its YES... :) ...but...haix...den come home...eat...blog...lols...lots of unhappi things happen...wish to dead...haix...

blogged at 10/16/2006 09:26:00 PM